Screaming through numb heart, crying under the pillows, mind tangled in the thoughts of others. I read books and books they failed to read my tongue! But the day came, alone on the sea shore , had two ways; float on water or stand on the ashen sands with black feets and rainbow faces !
Swimming 🏊♀️ with the rays of sun🌤 penetrating the salty water as well as my tissues! how can I change my decisions made in past or how can I erase ’em ? Tanned skin replied: Never change the decision make it a lesson if a bad one or make a novel if cherishing one. And erasing isn’t an option because of that you woke up and taking it to a next better level!
Isn’t it ironic ,that the things we feel to be alive are the things that kill us! Not actually ironic, but the flipped fact.
You are one decision away from a totally different life! One different decision and the future outcome has no link with the earlier one.
The phase of your life ⏰ when you just think that you hate yourself than you love others ,you hate your worth than you praise other ones, you hate every thing you do or did than giving a thumbs up of others; buddy, it feels like your soul is been kept in a cold storage and your warm blood flows within it making you feel threatening at that clock of the time and all your emotions are being stored and when you burst it bursts like a cold volcano 🌋 but alone you have no guts to show anyone this weaker side of yours !Because everyone out there won’t get your situation! And then you choose to be in that phase again. So, again in the black room finding that one hole of light!💡
The most confusing thing is when you yourself don’t know what’s happening in your life how is it noodled up ! And the most troubled thing is you yourself can’t see the solution and gradually you go deep inside your wounds.
You are in the middle of valley when you start making excuses for someone for the way they hurt you its because you are deeply and dedicatedly in love with them where you can pierce your own soul for them just to make them alive! And if you can’t say them how much you are hurted by some of their acts don’t worry darling you are one of the most strongest dumbs alive on this Earth 🌍 cause your breakups in any kinda relation you can still survive no matter hurting yourself more but you always have a positive feeling of loving those who left you with full of your heart and you still gonna love them but rolling solo, along with your wet pillows, red eyes and shinny nose! You not gonna share your this love with anyone in this world 🗺 . This tangy love is only gifted to some rare ones and trust me these are the most luckiest ones because giving your soul is not an easy-peasy thing right and your heart itself has many incoming and outcoming veins, so you may not know what may come and go anytime🤷🏻♀️! Enjoy, embrace, treasure every feeling and every part of sprightliness ❤️
You are never into someone not the one you love now or the one you loved back! The thing that keeps you back is your past, the sins you did good or bad earlier let you into someone and in case of your bad ones an unnecessary in your today is giving you their everything! Every inch of their torso their mind their soul and trust ! Go on a sunrise with that red rose of your life and look how beautiful you will make your sunset 🌅 look like with your brushing fingers paining magenta and pink and blue with gritty feets hopping on domain!👣✨
When the two givers indulge in a knot, its a magic a tragedy, It’s alchemy. I water you , you water me.🌷
We never strain out each other ; we just bloom🌸 when you get lost in this ocean 🌊, take ur surf boat roll the waves and you are true enough take that deep dive and see that dark blue sea with those jiggly fishes and fossy corals🍀. And this jump happens once and when this happens, never ditch and follow the risk🎋.
Float through the foams and jump through the valleys, dive from a sand bed to sea bed and find the purpose of aliveness and umm yess, reading this blog😅LOL